No, it's a lame joke. I won't do it again. *Crossing my finger*
Actually I'm looking forward to move to a new house with my colleagues next December. I mean practically it is new. Rasa berdebar sebab ini kali pertama menyewa rumah. Now it's the time to challenge my toleration. Don't know whether I can cope living with other people whom I knew for less than eight months.
Guess I want the tiny little room so that I can pay less but the view is not as nice as the others. Then I was told that everyone will pay at the same rate regardless which room you will be in. So I'm still in doubt.
Room 1 - The master room
Advantages: Big (I mean really big that it can fit for three people inside) and has a bathroom in it.
Justification: Quite a privilege but I'm not so sure if I want to share with others. Maybe I should try anyhow.
Room 2 - The middle-sized room
Advantage: Quite big and has a nice view.
Justification: Same as above, but lack of the privilege. Not a big problem actually.
Room 3 - The small-sized room
Advantage: Solo. More privacy (where you can fart out loud without hesitation if you want to).
Justification: I'm more and less claustrophobic. The last time I visited the room, I just took a glance on it for less than 10 seconds and realized I was not even turn on the light. So I don't really know how exactly small it is. My epic fault, I knew.
There are four people that want to live in that house. My friend suggested that we should get more housemates to reduce the cost. I shall consider this. It's a great opportunity. Maybe I can bring my pet to move in.
I want to get a new fish to replace my ten dead neon tetras (which was due to lack of care from my ignorant brother).
Maybe I should try a Siamese fighting fish this time. My friends probably can mix well with my pet and assume that it is enough to be as our new housemate. At least I think so. *defensively*
This song is now a hit. Sangat sesuai dimainkan ketika melihat orang yang kita cintai berada di jinjang pelamin bersama tak lain dan tak bukan, yang pastinya bukan diri kita. Bercucuran air mata melihat kamu tersenyum bahagia di sampingnya.
"Takpe, nanti saya akan cari orang lain... yang sama macam kamu" (sambil buang frame gambar bekas awek dalam laut dan berlalu pergi.)
Oh Tuhan, kenapa dia menolak cinta saya?
Contohnya la kan.
Kemudian selepas beberapa minggu tidak dapat menerima kenyataan lagi, terus jadi semakin gila babi sambil mendengar lagu ini:
At the beginning, I was not listening to this song on purpose actually. I was looking for Adele's but mistakenly downloaded this song. And surprisingly, I really thought it was sung by Adele until later I heard the real one being played on TV.
Seperti yang diperkatakan sebelum ini, lagu ini sesuai dimainkan ketika kita masih lagi dalam keadaan yang tidak dapat menerima kenyataan dengan cinta yang berakhir di tengah jalan. Dengar lagu ini sambil membawa diri ke tempat yang jauh dengan memandu kereta mewah untuk meninggalkan segala kenangan lama dengan harapan akan dapat membina hidup baru secepat mungkin. Sambil ketuk-ketuk stereng dan bernyanyi.
I like the phenomenon where you can see one side of the earth was raining cats and dogs (left side) while the other part (on your right) was still calm.
Subhanallah. It was amazing, really.
And it is He who sends down rain from the sky, and We produce thereby the growth of all things. We produce from it greenery from which We produce grains arranged in layers. And from the palm trees - of its emerging fruit are clusters hanging low. And (We produce) gardens of grapevines and olives and pomegranates, similar yet varied. Look at (each of) its fruit when it yields and (at) its ripening. Indeed in that are signs for a people who believe.
I was an AJK surau during my matriculation year. Itu pun sebab kawan yang ajak. Tapi kawan tu taklah rapat sangat, cuma rapat masa minggu orientasi. Nama dia Hazli. He's nice and pious. So I like to befriend with him. Kami jarang berjumpa sebab tak sama kelas dan dorm. Cuma kadang-kadang kalau bertembung baru bersembang. Itu pun sekejap je sebab masing-masing tengah berkejaran.
Masa dia ajak tu saya macam berat hati. I'm not pious but I understand about Islam a little bit here and there. And I felt it was hard to give a 100% commitment to the organization. Tapi sebab kawan tu ajak ke arah kebaikan, jadi tak salahkan kalau kita ambil peluang untuk perbetulkan diri sendiri? Kalau berkawan dengan orang baik insyaallah hati jugak akan terdidik menjadi baik secara tak langsung.
So I grabbed the chance and prayed to God hoping that I would be a better muslim. One easy wish.
And there was once at a time when a high level of AJK surau approached me. Dia tegur saya sebab dah seminggu lebih tak berjemaah Maghrib-Isyak di surau. And I realized behind him, there were another two or three AJK surau 'whispering' with each other.
"Siapa yang ajak dia masuk AJK surau ni ye?"
I heard that.
And I realized Hazli was right behind me. I didn't know whether he also heard what they'd whispered or not.
The problem of being me is I like to tell people things that I myself am not sure about. And tonight I did the same mistake. But in this case, it's kinda consistent. Just that I'm not so sure how thing's going on.
Whatever the condition is, my brothers, sisters, and in-laws already have a thought about it now. And only God knows what happens next.
She might love me. But she might not.
See, I hate myself for being me.
P.S. Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha. Semoga tiap apa yang kita korbankan akan mendapat keredhaan Ilahi. Insyaallah.