Saturday, February 26, 2011

Undecided

Assalamulaikum.

Not so sure yet but you might want to copy this entry for the record. Who knows?

Monday, February 14, 2011

Tak jadi nak bakar rumah orang

I received an email from Interviewer No.1 an hour ago. So, it is *now* confirmed that I'm accepted to joining them. Tak pasti sama ada sekarang saya boleh cakap yang saya sudah mempunyai kerjaya (dan peluang  yang cerah) atau tidak tapi sekurang-kurangnya nanti dah ada sesuatu benda berfaedah yang boleh dilakukan dan mampu menambah baik bakat saya.

Tak, saya tak masuk Akademi Fantasia 9. Imam Muda 2 pun bukan. Heh, I wished...

Tak nak cerita program ni tentang apa buat masa sekarang ni sebab saya dah belajar daripada kesilapan yang lepas-lepas. Sebelum ni selalu sangat cakap kat orang nak buat bisnes bela kambing Boer la (masa first year dulu), nak sambung Masters la tapi tak jadi pun. Sama juga macam semalam, tak confirm lagi diorang terima tawaran ke tak tapi dah tulis kat belog.(-_-')

Tapi sebenarnya yang semalam tu tulis sebab rasa nervous-anxious-shivering menunggu emel tu tapi tak tau dekat siapa nak mengadu. Sampai taip Twitter pun macam orang cacat. (T_T) 

Okey la, cukup soal rasa tu. Nanti kalau position saya dah stabil baru saya beritahu. Tapi sekali saya dah masuk program ni, dah tak boleh berhenti kat tengah jalan dah. Kalau tidak kena bayar pampasan. Sebab tu masa interview, diorang tanya saya banyak kali sama ada saya betul-betul komited dengan program ni atau tidak.

They also reminded me that neither bonus nor annual leaves will be given for the whole period. Saya tak kisah sangat dengan bonus tapi cuti tahunan tu yang penting. Takut kalau-kalau tak dapat pergi kenduri Cik Puput nanti. *cry, cry, cry* 

Hell yeah?

Tapi ni takdir yang sudah ditetapkan Allah. Terpulanglah dari sisi mana kita nak pandang. I'm still working on looking it on the bright side. Can't expect someone to spoon-feed me forever. Jadi redah aje lah ambil peluang yang ada dan buat yang terbaik. Sebab yang saya tahu, Tuhan akan tetap bersama dengan hamba-Nya yang berusaha. Yang penting kena banyak bersabar, berdoa dan jadi optimistik. Lebih sukar kita hadapi cabaran tu, akan lebih manis nikmat yang bakal kita kecapi. Sama ada di dunia ataupun akhirat nanti.

Wish me luck.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

If this is one kind of Panggilan Hangit, I'm gladly to burn someone's house (rumah papan diutamakan)

I had an interview last Thursday. It went to be so awful, fulled with pauses and anti-climaxes. I lost my vocab somehow that the conversation become so dull. They said that I was neither ready for the interview (since I didn't make any homework before the interview) nor eager to get that position (due to my lack of preparation). It was so embarrassing. They even doubt about my bonding with JPA.

"What if they call you back?"
"Will you choose us rather than JPA?"
"What would you do if you get offer from another company?" 
"Are you very sure you want this position?"

And for the last question, I kept repeating, saying "Yes, yes, yes, and yes" for the answer until it seemed that 'yes' sounded more like a 'lalalala' to me now. As far as I remember, the last question was repeated more than eight times. Three by the Interviewer No.1, four by Interviewer No.2 during the interview session, and another four, each two by both of them when I was about to leave the room. Wait, so it made eleven times actually.

Frankly speaking, my first interview of my whole life was going to be so terrible. Dah la on the way nak pergi the building, kena went through a terowong dan lepas tu terserempak dengan orang gila there. Sumpah scary jumpa orang gila pukul 7 pagi masa matahari belum menampakkan wajahnya. FYI, psycho man is the most creature that I'm afraid of. Number two goes to clown with red or green hair. Number three baru hantu. Nombor empat, Najmi. Hahaha.

But alhamdulillah the only thing that saved my life was my SPM result. Interviewer No.1 said that he would like to accept me based on it. They require 120 participants and I think not many people were applying for the position. Even, during my interview session pun ada dalam 18 orang je candidates. Jadi peluang mungkin cerah walaupun performance semasa interview sangat menghampakan.

Still, the result was not so sure until last Friday I got a phone call from Interviewer No.1. If I'm not deaf, he asked me to do a medical check up tomorrow and would send an email to me for the details.

Up until now, I still don't have received any email from him. Weekend is off-day for work. Jadi, takkanlah hari Isnin baru nak hantar emel, hari Isnin juga nak buat medical check up.

Great, hectic Monday meets Monday blues. I'm sick.

P/S: This is a trusted company anyway, so don't worry.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Permintaan merepek seorang peminat Korea amatur


Since Donghae is a fan of Song Hye Kyo and since *again* Sun Hwa resembles Hye Kyo very much, can Donghae and Sun Hwa be a couple?

Please...please...

#Updated: I don't mind if this never happen (it's totally a crap anyway) but please save those hopeless people in Egypt, O God. Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rojiun.

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