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Julia Stone - The Memory Machine

I miss you

And the memory machine
And the factory

Where we make something of dreams
And we wandered around your streets
With sewn on button eyes

Our ears became our memories

The blind loving the blind
And our voices became our fingers
And you touched me with your song
You touched me all night long

I miss you

I miss you

And the memory machine

Making whiskey from the things
We no longer need

And you kissed me
But I was too drunk to really know
That you loved me

Enough to watch me go

I miss you

Hatiku terperangkap....ahhhh

Earlier this month company saya telah memperketatkan sistem keselamatan dan sekuriti di dalam bangunan.

Bahasa saya sangat baku. I don't care. I'm cute.

Okey, berbalik kepada cerita tadi, jadi bila guna pass card tu mesti lepas in kena out, lepas tu from out kena in balik. Kalau tak ikut undang-undang ni nanti pintu tak boleh bukak.

Walaupun masa tu kau ada kat dalam office.

Then this bad thing happened to me on the second day of this penguatkuasaan. Second day dah kantoi okey. hahaha... It was 7.00 pm that time which I realized there were no one left in the office except me. So when I tried to get out from the office the scanner for pass card failed to authenticate my ID.

Perghhh... time tu saya rasa nak tergelak sebenarnya. Apekah suwey sangat hari tu?

But since before this my boss already gave a briefing about what to do when such incident happened to you, so I quickly dialed the extension number for security.

Saya failed bab dial-dial ni. Sumpah rasa macam bodoh sangat bila nak kena pakai extension. Dah dalam office sendiri supposedly tak perlu la nak dial the first eight digit numbers. Tapi sebab bodoh kan, saya pergi tekan 03 tu sekali dengan nombor lapan digit tu.

Then operator angkat cakap tekan 1 untuk blabla tekan 2 untuk blbala... So I follow the instruction then I dialed the security extension number. Sekali operator tu cakap 'Maaf, perkhidmatan kami bermula pada waktu pejabat 8.45 pagi sehingga 5.45 petang'.

Bajingan!

So I called one of my colleague, Robert, since his routine is going to the company's gym after office hour, so I thought he was available.

Otherwise, he went to Pavilion instead. And he refused to get back to me sebab nak tempuh jam je dah ambil masa sejam untuk sampai ke office.

He suggested to call the security number again.

So I dialed again, sekali dapat pulak.... Woowowoo. Rasa macam nak buat parti buih je time tu.

The security asked me about my whereabouts, so I said I was in the office. Then he asked sambil gelak, kenapa tak scan je pass card tu kat card scanner. He laughed crazily but I got his point. It's like siapalah yang bodoh sangat boleh terperangkap dalam rumah sendiri?

Rasa macam underdog sangat bila diperlakukan sebegitu rupa... hahaha. but I couldn't help but laughed out myself too. Nasib baik la dalam gelak sorang-sorang in the office tu, takde makhluk lain yang sambung gelak

So the next day, Robert IMed me.

Yang tu nama Melayu dia. Dia memang bitchy sebab perasan urban hahaha.

My Perfect Moments

These are the best perfect moments in my life. I hope I can feel it myself before i kick the bucket.

1. Pebbles, beach, morning, hooded sweater and barefooted

I'm not sure whether our Malaysia's beaches got pebbles like in the picture above but I'm so want to stroll along the beach, barefooted and looking at the end of the sea. In the morning. So I can feel the cool breeze lingering around me. Sambil peluk tubuh, pakai hooded sweater dan minum hot chocolate.


2. Train, sunset, tea, electric posts and paddy field

Kenderaan yang paling saya suka sekali keretapi sebab saya rasa dia sangat klasik and nostalgic. Dan saya suka tengok design kepala keretapi tu. Sambil duduk kat tepi jendela keretapi tu, pandang ke luar dan tengok sawah padi yang luas dan sepanjang rel tu ada tiang elektrik yang kabel dia panjang macam ular. Saya sendiri tak faham kenapa saya suka tengok kabel elektrik tu... Oh ya, dan minum teh Cameron yang panas dan cahaya matahari senja menyimbah muka.

I've decided that someday I'll travel from the south to the north by train.

And... and another reason I like to work in KL is LRT... saya sayang sangat kat LRT. Rasa seronok naik LRT tiap-tiap hari. Takyah beli kereta pun takpe. Hahaha...


3. Drizzling, neon, coffee and pavement

   The simplest perfect moment yang saya suka dan senang nak buat lagi-lagi sekarang musim hujan. Kopi boleh bancuh sendiri. Hehe...


4. Skycrapers, stars and night

Last time saya ada survey satu low cost property. Rumah tu okey bagi saya sebab kecil dan senang nak jaga. Lagipun bujang lagi. The problem is it is at the highest floor, tingkat 18. All the family members yang saya tanya dan minta pendapat rejected it. Ended up, saya tak jadi beli.

Oh, how I miss that little house sebab from the balcony, I can see the whole KL city. Boleh nampak KLCC dan KL Tower dari jauh. Kalau pandang atas pulak boleh nampak bintang-bintang bergemerlapan di angkasaraya. Indahnya alam ni. Ceewahh... *tarik selimut*

Masalah keputusan urat di tapak kaki

Lately I think the way I walk is extremely wrong. Tak tau salah kat mana sebab dah terasa banyak sangat urat kat tapak kaki terputus. Macam kita tarik rubber band lepas tu rubber band tu terputus kan? Haa...camtu lah. 

Or maybe sebab Crocs yang saya pakai tu kecik sangat.

Ye, saya beli Crocs baru lagi. This time it's white. So everytime pergi kerja rasa macam pergi sekolah pulak sebab every weekend have to brush it sampai berkilau-kilau huhuhu...

Eh, sebenarnya bukan nak cerita pasal colour Crocs tu tapi pasal saiz dia. Saiz 9 tak ada. Yang ada saiz 8 dengan 11 je. This time memang kena beli jugak. Tak boleh tunggu sampai next 6 months macam the oxford shoes tu sebab Crocs lama tu base dia dah togel. Karang tak pasal-pasal je tergelincir. So I chose 8. Beauty is pain. Hahaha... Sakit-sakit pun tetap nak pakai.

Sebenarnya harga Crocs tu RM10 je. Sebab tu sakai sangat and tak hesitate pun nak beli Crocs tu.

Or...or maybe because I stood for too long today. Sebab hari ni pergi book fair tu starting from 11am sampai 4pm. Gila kau memang nerd sejati, Syahmi.

Balik tadi hujan, so sekarang rasa nak demam.

Sekali bukak blog tengok Alia komen. Perghhh... double fever.

You know the feeling bila kita silent reader tegar blog tu and then the blog owner dropped by. I'm so speechless.

I love her cartoons.

Sebut betul-betul.... Skriiiiiinnnnnn

Hari ni saya nak menyamar jadi cikgu Bahasa Inggeris. Jadi kat sini nak sentuh sikit bab cara pengucapan perkataan Inggeris (pronounciation).

Undang-undang utama yang wajib kita tau ialah perkataan yang kita lihat tak semestinya akan sama dengan bunyi yang kita sebut.

Saya ingat lagi masa minggu pertama saya sekolah darjah satu, kakak mula ajar saya baca buku Bahasa Inggeris. Buku cerita dongeng biasalah... akan mula dengan "One upon a time..."

Tapi awal-awal lagi perkataan pertama saya sebut dah salah.

One tu saya sebut ooo-neyy. Gila ke apa?! Terkekek-kekek kakak saya gelak.

Dan ada juga perkataan Inggeris yang huruf tu wujud tapi tak berbunyi macam kat bawah ni ada senarai perkataan yang saya dah pasti bunyi dia macam mana:

1. Knight:  'nit
2. Gnome: nowm
3. Debt: det
4. Hermione: her-mai-nee
5. Catriona: kat-ree-naa
6. Arkansas: ar-kan-so
7. Illinois: ee-lu'-noy

Okey, yang tu belum lagi nak kira loghat Inggeris UK, Inggeris Australia lagi.

Loghat British/Irish:
Good luck bunyinya 'Good look'.

Loghat Australia:
Mate bunyinya 'might'.

Apa-apa pun tak boleh salahkan kita kalau tersalah sebut sebab saya tengok dalam cerita "Life as We Know It" pun Josh Duhamel tak reti nak sebut 'fraiche'.

Sorry, that's French.... hehe.

Muhabasah Diri (Sendiri)

Sebenarnya tak tahu nak letak tajuk mana lagi best sama ada Muhabasah Diri ke ataupun Muhasabahserawak Diri *kuikuikui*

Tadi saya balik kerja awal. Bila sampai kat rumah je terus rasa jengkel sebab nampak ada beg plastik penuh sampah kat depan koridor rumah.

Ni Hussin punya kerja la ni. Apesal tak buang je terus kat tempat buang sampah kat bawah tu?! Sama je pun. Turun kerja pagi tadi kena turun bawah jugak. Dah la orang lalu lalang kat koridor ni. Buat malu jiran je.

Lepas masuk dalam rumah, terus saya pergi dapur sebab nak masak nasi.

Eh, ni plastik sampah si Rahim ni. Sama je budak dua ekor ni. Apesal la letak kat tepi sinki ni?! Buang je la terus.

Lepas tu teringat pulak kes minggu lepas, Omar: "Ni sampah dalam baldi ni macam mana ni, Syahmi?"

Perghh... tanya aku pulak. Buang je la terus. Sampah kau jugak kan? Dah la sepanjang menyewa kat sini tak pernah tolong buang sampah.

Sambil basuh beras untuk masak nasi tu saya maki dalam hati. Memang marah betul ni. Lepas tu membebel lagi sorang-sorang dalam hati. Lepas tu rasa hangin lagi.

Lepas dah habis basuh beras tu saya bawak periuk nasi nak masuk dalam bilik (sebab suis kat dapur tak cukup jadi kena pakai yang kat dalam bilik punya). Periuk tu saya pegang guna dua-dua tangan sambil tu kepit sekali senduk nasi kat celah jari kiri.

Pintu bilik tutup, jadi sambil pegang periuk dengan senduk tu saya usaha pulas tombol pintu.

BAM!

Periuk nasi tu terlepas, 180 darjah terlangkup. Beras habis bersepah kat lantai.

Cuba teka sape yang kena buang semua sampah hari ni? hehehe

Moral: Tak baik marah-marah depan rezeki.

Slot seram dan menakutkan

Dah lama tak membelog kan? *tak payah jawab*

Subjek belog kita pada hari ini ialah benda-benda yang menakutkan saya.

1. Badut

Ye, bermula daripada menonton cerita It la yang membuatkan saya takut dengan badut. Kalau tak silap dalam cerita ni kan, ada sorang lelaki tu dia nak berak rasanya, elok-elok nak aim punggung dia kat mangkuk jamban sekali tiba-tiba BAM! terkeluar tangan hantu badut tu dari mangkuk jamban tu. Kurang hajar kan?

2. Ayam

It's look funny but I tell you, sampai sekarang pun saya tak berani nak pegang ayam. Makan ayam KFC takpe huhuhu... Dulu masa sekolah rendah pernah kena patuk dengan dua ekor ayam secara back-to-back. Tak tau kenapa diorang jaki sangat dengan saya. Menangis jugak la masa tu sebab takut kan...ahaha. Tapi sempat jugak capai tempurung kelapa dan baling kat ayam tu... tapi tak kena. What a loser (-_-')

Lepas tu masa darjah enam pernah tolong ayah sembelih ayam kampung. Ayah sembelih, saya tolong pegang kaki dia. 

Tak, bukan pegang kaki ayah saya, tapi pegang kaki ayam tu. 

Tapi sebenarnya macam tak pegang sangat sebab takut kena cakar. Pernah pegang badan ayam tak? Panas kan badan dia? Saya tak suka sebab rasa lain macam. Jadi sebab tak pegang betul-betul, ayam tu terlepas. Can you imagine the chicken running here and there... headless? Epic funny! Nasib baik tak terlanggar dinding rumah. Hehehe.

3. Benda tajam dan darah merecik

Dah tengok cerita Final Destination, Kill Bill, Saw, Ninja Assasin, etc.? Geli kan? Semalam saya tengok movie Your Highness versi unrated. Kelakar memang kelakar tapi... zionis gila cara orang jahat tu mati. Ermpphhh... okey, tak mau cakap lebih-lebih sebab takut termuntah.

4. Orang gila

Saya minat sangat bidang psikologi. So during my uni time, I got a chance to learn a little bit about it. Abnormal psychology is very challenging. Dan saya pernah terfikir nak jadi pakar psikologi. Tapi tak jadi sebab mari kita berfikir sejenak ye. Bayangkan masa kita tengah consult patient, dia ambil pen lepas tu cucuk mata kita. Perghh... Deep imaginary, man.

Okey, itu sahaja slot seram kita untuk hari ini. Sekian. Hehehe.    

Love is unpredictable

At least I'm still at stage 0: Forever alone (and wearing Crocs)

Community Sevice

Last minutes plan went well. Alhamdulillah the kids enjoyed the games very much. I was happy too.

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Kitty

Assalamualaikum.

Just want to share my happy moment. I always find myself laughing seorang-seorang like a crazy mad person every time I hear the words 'kentut berdarah'. Macam sadistik sangat.

And the next is this lullaby:

"Soft kitty warm kitty, little ball of fur... happy kitty sleepy kitty, purr purr purr..."

Cute overdozed!

Oh, pasal lil kitten yang saya ambil bawa balik rumah hari tu, saya tinggalkan kat jiran saya sebab dia penjaga kucing yang efektif. Tapi sejak dari hari tu dah tak nampak dah that lil kitten.

I wonder where she is now.

Next time bila saya dah ada rumah sendiri, terus fikir nak adopt seekor kucing. Lepas tu bagi nama MuMu sebab nama kucing peliharaan Nabi, Mueeza.

The Mont Blanc and lil kitten

Hours ago I went for shopping to buy a sling bag and ended up with a generic Mont Blanc. It's 100% leather tapi saya risau bahagian penyambung tali dengan beg tu sebab nampak besi tu macam tak tahan lama.

Sebenarnya saya tak sangka pun nak beli beg tu. Memang la beg tu nampak lawa tapi the moment I made the transaction, it's so fast. Not even a minute I think. Sebab orang yang jaga kedai tu cakap the original price was MYR125. Jadi awal-awal lagi saya dah tolak dan cakap kat dia budget saya bawah MYR80.

Abruptly, he removed the price tag and asked me wether I want to wear it now. I'm so shocked that I merely heard myself said yes. Then he asked me again how much I want and again I said MYR80. It was a deal. He got the money, I got the 'posh' sling bag.

I should say MYR70 right? or 60 would be better, but of course, I wasn't dare. He already gave more than 36% discount.

Sebab kedua ialah dia pakai tattoo kat sepanjang tangan kanan dia. So I suspected he's a Godfather.

Then just now I reached home, I saw this cute lil kitten lying on the road. Kesian sebab bulu dia basah dan nampak lemah sangat. Nasib baik tak kena langgar. So I picked her up bawak masuk rumah. At the moment saya letak dia kat bilik dobi dan balut dengan tuala. Sekarang macam dah tidur.

I'm thinking of taking her as a pet tapi housemates saya nampak keberatan. 3 lawan 1 sah-sah saya kalah (kecuali kalau saya keluarkan dalil yang Nabi suka kucing).

Right now I'm still trying to find a good plan for her.

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The rich will be richer

Salam.

Just a quick message for you guys. I just thought of this awesome idea weeks ago. Kepada yang berkemampuan, jom kita sama-sama infakkan sikit pendapatan kita kepada orang yang lebih memerlukan.

We can make this as a habit. My formula is like this:

Okay, let's say our income is RM2,000. Why don't we use 1% from our income for a monthly donation. Yes, you heard me. Let's do it every month.

1% from RM2,000 is RM20. Tak banyak kan?

And from this RM20, why don't we divide it and give to *let say* four people who really need it. So each one will get RM5.

Saya tau RM5 ni tak mampu untuk menanggung kos sara hidup atau kos perubatan tapi bila ramai pihak yang terlibat, insyaallah kita dapat kumpul dana tu sampai cukup. Ingat tak peristiwa burung pipit yang tolong padamkan api yang membakar Nabi Ibrahim tu, so let's apply that in our situation.

Main point kat sini ialah nak mengamalkan budaya berkongsi dan rasa cukup dengan rezeki yang kita dapat. Kadang tu gaji yang kita dapat belum tentu lagi milik kita selamanya (baca: berkat) tapi bila kita guna duit tu untuk memudahkan hidup orang lain, insyaallah duit seciput tu lah yang tolong kita masa kat akhirat nanti.

Feel free to like this "Anak Angkat untuk Dibela" page, and make an action.

May Allah bless :-)

Final Analysis

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Masterceh

Malam ni cuba masak nasi beriani dengan sojes. Oh you're so gojes. Eja sosej pun salah. Buduss...

Haha *gelak shaitan al-laknatullah*

Tadi terbubuh air banyak. So nasi dia macam nasi kat kenduri kahwin yang dimasak oleh pakcik yang terlebih isi air.

Jemput makan...sob sob T_T

*makan sambil nangis*

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Fried Oreo Recipy

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Ermphhh.... Basah

Tadi lepas balik dari pejabat saya singgah Aeon kejap sebab nak beli hadiah. Sebelum balik tu pergi masuk bilik air kejap. Lepas dah sempurnakan shi-shi pulas-pulas kepala paip air tak keluar-keluar.

Terus rasa gelabah. So saya pusing kepala paip tu sampai tahap maksima. Sekali....

Sruuuttt!!! (tak tau sesuai ke tak bunyi air paip mengalir camni tapi bunyi keceburr...keceburr memang tak sesuai)

Air paip tu terpancut tahap aliran paip bomba sampai terkeluar dari toilet. Nasib baik masa tu ada cleaner je. Malu gila.

Baju basah kuyup kat bahagian belakang sebab masa air tu terpancut terus tertunduk sebab terkejut gila babi. Tapi muka basah jugak sebab kepala pandang ke atas. Walaweh.

Lepas tu terpaksa keluar toilet lalu along the way buat cool macam tak ada apa berlaku. Takpe, basah-basahpun Syahmi tetap hensem.

:-/ jengkel

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Outdated movies

Housemate: Ko ada download cerita baru tak?

      Syahmi: Ada... tapi yang lama punya.

Housemate: Yang dua tiga tahun punya kan? Takpe bak sini.

      Syahmi: Tak, yang zaman 80-an punya.

Housemate: :-/

Currently, I'm into fairy tale-ish movies. So these are my dishes:

 Ladyhawke

Waktu siang, heroin bertukar jadi burung helang, hero jadi manusia. Waktu malam pulak, hero bertukar jadi serigala, yang heroin jadi manusia. Masalah betul diorang ni. Camne nak berdating ntah.

The Princess Bride

Heroin ingatkan yang kekasih dia dah mati. Jadi dia pun dijodohkan dengan seorang anak raja ni. Tapi ada orang jahat pulak yang culik heroin ni masa dia dalam perjalan nak ke Sentul Timur istana raja. Rupa-rupanya yang culik tu sebenarnya kekasih dia. Kenapa hero dia jadi jahat pulak? Jeng! Jeng! Jeng!

Bad reputation

Ni je gambar yang saya sempat tangkap masa tournament futsal bulan lepas. Itu pun curi-curi tangkap sebab segan.

Sebab kalah all the four games. Tu yang segan gila tu. :-\

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Kid's thought

I bought this last time when I visited my unimates in Penang. Harga dia RM28.00 tapi lepas tawar dapat RM15.00. Tapi Danial cakap dia boleh tawar sampai RM10.00. :-/

I just love bubbles.

I'm planning to get glow-in-the-dark stickers pulak. Nak tampal kat dinding so that malam-malam boleh tengok bintang begemerlapan di malam hari.

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69 Secrets. Not related to sex.

Rahim, housemate saya nak bertunang bulan depan. Dia beritahu saya saja instead of our two other housemates sebab dia cakap nak buat surprise untuk diorang. So I keep the secret.

Last weekend, Rahim terserempak dengan Zatul and Dafi, a couple, which is also our friends kat one of this bridal shop. Since the couple nak bertunang bulan ni, Rahim pun beritahu kepada couple tu yang dia pun akan bertunang juga.

Now this comes the worst part. Hussein is Rahim's roommate cum our housemate cum Zatul's colleague. The other day, she told him at their workplace that Rahim is getting enganged. This has made Hussein very dissapointed sebab sepatutnya dia sebagai rakan sebilik patut tahu lebih awal pasal berita ni.

So that night Hussein entered my room and asking about this matter. I pretended to him that I've no idea about it because upfront Rahim dah beritahu supaya rahsiakan benda ni.

Hussein confessed how he felt so dissapointed towards Rahim sebab Rahim banyak diam dan tak banyak cakap dengan dia. Dan dengan kes bertunang tak beritahu tu lagilah dia terasa. Apapun dia cakap jangan beritahu Rahim pasal confession dia. So this is the second time I've to keep secret.

Rahim asked me to keep his engagement as a secret and Hussein asked me to not telling Rahim that he knows about Rahim's engagement. Oh dear, this is so hard for me.

I'm waiting for the time Rahim nak beritahu Hussein and the other housemate yang dia akan bertunang and how Hussein will react on it. That would be an awkward surprise.

At the first place, I should've killed Zatul. Urghh...


P.s. Nama takde kena mengena dengan yang hidup atau mati.

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Enjoy!

After a little catastrophe happened in the office for several weeks ago, one of my colleagues decided this is the best approach to relax ourselves. Miss my childhood time.

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Alhamdulillah...Yeayy!

Hey, this might be a very small small little tiny thing for you but... at last (after almost one month and a half), she replied my message. And we talked about babies. Not our babies but general babies. Like human babies and cat babies. So, I would say that I'm moderately the most happiest guy in the world now.

I'm looking forward to get our relationship blessed. Insyaallah.

Godspeed.

The world, you and me

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars

Please help them

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Song for the teary night

I just love this cover so much that I even posted it on the Facebook and Twitter. Enjoy the music!

In the middle of every badness

Almost at the end of office hour I was called by one of my colleague asking me about a job task handled by me. So I explained but then we realized I made a mistake.

I admit it was my fault but it was something technical. I mean the last time I checked the data it was still valid. But today my colleague found it otherwise. To my defence, the data maybe updated within the time I checked, which is two months. Anything can be happened within the two months period.

So the blame was put on me. My method was wrong. The one who taught me denied it though, as she blamed my colleague for being too complicated. I didn't know what to say. I barely understand the job's objective or maybe my understanding was not at the same level as others.

In the middle of the situation I felt very stupid. They had a light mouth fight and every jargons that came out from their mouth, I didn't understand. Rasa sedih sangat. I knew what I did but failed to relate it in a big picture.

At the end, the problem was still unsolved. I admit the one who taught me is too hard to admit her own mistake (turned out to be my mistake also). People hate her very much that they hate me too, which then I was called by name of "Anak Raja".

It's hard to live in here, to survive. But this is the life I chose. Someone should pay the price though.

Mulut terasa macam ada pasir. Terasa perit sangat nak telan.

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Ready to eat

I just love fruits and foods. These are for today's tea hour, dinner and supper.

Makan time, oh yeah!

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My dreaming oxford shoes

A pair of black shoes of mine has been in bad condition since last November. And I've just used it for six months only. Tapi nampak teruk sangat kasut tu macam dah pakai lima tahun.

So I spent for a month to find good quality shoes and yet with a cheap price. There was a time at Sogo that I saw a pair of Bonia oxford shoes in dark coffee colour just like the image above. It's cheap, I swear. I love it so much that I decided to buy it and got an assistant to find size 42.

Tapi pembantu tu cakap saiz 42 dah tak ada. Saya terus patah hati. Jiwa berkecai.

Sekarang masih lagi cuba untuk beli kasut baru tapi sampai sekarang gagal sebab asyik teringat kasut yang dekat Sogo tu. Tak ada kasut lain yang dapat menandingi kehebatan kasut tu.

Saya dah angau dengan dia.

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When stranger feels like a family

Everyone has a secret to confess, a secret that only can be shared with strangers. Where prejudice is not a matter anymore.

An escapism

At last, I found it here :-)

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Lives with a strong will

Qaisy Imani sangat tabah. Dia buta sebelah mata disebabkan ikan lain terlampau ganas. Ekor pun semakin pendek. Tapi dia tak risau. Lama-lama ekor tu akan tumbuh kembali. Macam rambut manusia yang tak henti-henti tumbuh. Dan dia pun tak henti-henti berusaha untuk terus hidup.

Saya nak jadi kuat macam Qaisy Imani.

-suka hati je bagi nama Qaisy Imani kat ikan orang

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I can't post anywhere but here

For the time being, I 'berhelah' to someones as I'm afraid to share the truth. Breaking people's heart is something I want to get rid of.

I'm mad like hell at people. I don't like them. But at the same time I don't want to burst it out. An angry heart is a door for satan. So I tried to ignore them as how tough I could do. I isolated myself from the people because looking at the faces nonetheless would rise the feeling of hatred towards them.

I lied. Too many lies I told them. It seems that lie is my new language.

And I never regret it. Escapism is what I'm looking for right now.

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A silent rage

Zee Avi - First of the Gang to Die 

You have never been in love,

Until you've seen the stars,

reflect in the resevoirs

And you have never been in love,

Until you've seen the dawn rise,

behind the home for the blind

We are the pretty petty thieves,

And you're standing on our street..

...where Hector was the first of the gang

with a gun in his hand

and the first to do time

the first of the gang to die. Oh my.

Hector was the first of the gang

with a gun in his hand

and the first to do time

the first of the gang to die. Oh my.

You have never been in love,

Until you've seen the sunlight thrown

over smashed human bones

We are the pretty petty thieves,

And you're standing on our street..

...where Hector was the first of the gang

with a gun in his hand

and the first to do time

the first of the gang to die.
Such a silly boy.

Hector was the first of the gang

with a gun in his hand

and a bullet in his gullet

and the first lost lad to go under the sod.

And he stole from the rich and the poor

and the not-very-rich and the very poor

and he stole all hearts away

he stole all hearts away

"... With My Lethal Eye!" by Steve Mitchell

Keputusan Penuh Anugerah Juara Lagu Ke-26

KEPUTUSAN PENUH ANUGERAH JUARA LAGU KE-26

JUARA

Hafiz - Awan Nano  (Lagu : M Nasir, Lirik : Buddhi Hekayat)

NAIB JUARA

Beribu Sesalan - Tiga Suara  (Lagu : Kevin Chin, Lirik : Tinta )

KETIGA

Faizal Tahir - Karma  (Lagu : Audi Mok, Lirik : Faizal Tahir)

VOKAL TERBAIK

Hafiz - Awan Nano

PERSEMBAHAN TERBAIK

Alyah - Kisah Hati

P/S: Clik the song title to download.

Disclaimer: All the links are not belong to me. Therefore, I want to thank adhaband.blogspot.com and kuma@syok.org for their contributions.

Random and not so awesome

1. I think last night was the worst traffic jam that ever happened to me. My bus was supposed to depart at 11.30 pm. It delayed for three hours and I reached home at 6.30 am.

2. My workplace is kind of... Err. I don't know how to describe it. I hardly classify the people there. Good or evil. Black or white. There's always a shade of grey in the between. Everyone has their own agenda. Hopefully I remain detached.

3. I had cough for more than a month. I miss cold drinks very much. And sundae.

4. I always forget to check the occasions in FB's RSVP. So I missed most of my friends' wedding ceremonies. Shame on me.

5. One of my housemates and I have planned to have a dinner at KL Sentral's KFC before we both going back home. Hot n Spicy was out of stock. I lost my apetite suddenly so I just watched my housemate eating. He pushed me to eat but I insisted not to eat anything but Hot n Spicy. We had a 40 seconds of quarelling. Then I just got up, left him behind and went to Pudu Sentral's KFC. We only met for less than 6 minutes. It was too spontaneous. He was so shocked. I was so shocked either. God! I swear this most ridiculous thing on earth won't be happened again. I sux.

6. Actually I had -
Eh, mak calls me to have a breakfast. Continue later.

6. Actually I had no plan to going back home this holiday. But yesterday morning, mak called me asking whether I went back home or not. None of my brothers and sisters who live outside of Perak went back home. So I did go back home at very last minute. Spontaneously. So sudden. This is the second time I did this. Period.

7. The buses at my hometown are equipped with plasma tv. That is so cool. It shows the title and singer of the songs played during the short trip, which were chosen by the bus driver. That is the only function of the tv that I know. Not that I am eager to copy the details of the songs. Now I think it is so uncool.

8. I'm thinking of swimming at Teluk Batik. Haven't been there for a long time.

9. I'm waiting for my colleagues to organize my birthday party because they promised it. This is page 21 of 366. You guys are 30 days late. Are we waiting for the last page? :'(

10. I plan to make a baked macaroni today. Let see if we have all the ingredients. Oh ya! Hot chocolate with orange-flavoured marshmellow would be great too.

11. I wish to have a car so that I can put an air freshner in it. I love the smell of car with air freshner. o_O

Happy holiday ;-)

Hard to not loving you

Jason Mraz - A Beautiful Mess

An illustration by Gabi Fventes 

None that I need but you

Kate Walsh - Bury My Head

"Marcelina" by Nom Kinnear King 

Wish I can say lihub-bullah in front of you

Rencana skema tahun 2012

Ingat lagi semasa tingkatan empat pada tahun 2002 dahulu, ada seorang cikgu yang baru masuk mengajar Bahasa Inggeris di kelas kami. Jadi semasa kelas pertama dia memilih beberapa orang pelajar secara rawak untuk memperkenalkan diri masing-masing. Saya juga terpilih.

Tapi bukan secara rawak. Sebenarnya cikgu tu kawan kepada kakak saya. Saya pun sebenarnya memang dah kenal dengan dia di luar kelas. Cuma pura-pura buat tak tahu saja. Hihi...

Sambung kembali cerita, saya pun keluar ke depan dan mula memperkenalkan nama penuh saya, hobi, dan cita-cita.

Kemudian cikgu tu bertanyakan tentang impian saya dan saya balas "Saya nak jadi orang baik." Mudah.

Dia cakap "Itu saja? Mudahnya." Sambil dahi berkerut.

Ya. Cakap memanglah senang. Tapi tak semudah nak melaksanakannya. Kan? Namun ada betulnya cakap cikgu tu. Insyaallah kalau hati berniat mahu jadi baik, ada Tuhan untuk tunjukkan jalan.

Ini resolusi saya untuk 2012, pernah pada 2002 dan insyaallah untuk 2022 nanti.

P.S.: Hari Rabu Hari Bahasa Kebangsaan, bak kata Yanut dan Mash. ;-)