For the time being, I 'berhelah' to someones as I'm afraid to share the truth. Breaking people's heart is something I want to get rid of.
I'm mad like hell at people. I don't like them. But at the same time I don't want to burst it out. An angry heart is a door for satan. So I tried to ignore them as how tough I could do. I isolated myself from the people because looking at the faces nonetheless would rise the feeling of hatred towards them.
I lied. Too many lies I told them. It seems that lie is my new language.
And I never regret it. Escapism is what I'm looking for right now.
I'm mad like hell at people. I don't like them. But at the same time I don't want to burst it out. An angry heart is a door for satan. So I tried to ignore them as how tough I could do. I isolated myself from the people because looking at the faces nonetheless would rise the feeling of hatred towards them.
I lied. Too many lies I told them. It seems that lie is my new language.
And I never regret it. Escapism is what I'm looking for right now.
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